I've Got The Browns

Hmm... I'm thinking of buying a guitar. It's interesting. I think it'd be fun but then again i've had a violin, and a flute and i didn't play either. In fact, I actually spent hours ditching music class in primary school to forego the humiliation of not being able to blow into the flute correctly. In fact I also have a piano, and I can do fine on that but I'm not into practising that often. So I wonder if it would be a mistake... I think I might buy one thats $100 dollars which is fairly cheap but hopefully decent. I guess I'm going to have to use my own money on this one especially after having ditched three musical instruments already, my parents are never going to get me this one even for the holidays. Then again I've only got $170 right now and I still have to buy my friends their birthday presents and I really wanted a pair of boots and some linen pants. But I guess that's more fall attire. Interestingly enough Fall is my favorite season. Oddly, I'm obsessed with brown. I don't know why. It's just my favourite. I like brown hair, brown eyes, tans, and brown clothes. And brown makeup. I just love brown for some unknown reason. It's interesting. The only brown thing I really can't stand is chocolate. I like gold a lot though... So I guess I could wait. So maybe I should get the guitar... well, I might. Wait til I tell my mum. She'll go insane and INSIST I won't play it. Which is slightly/highly possible. Maybe now would not be a good time to tell her I really wanna try the drums. That's a no then.

Huh. There's some bhangra music playing in the background. I never knew my neighbours listened to that. Hey, you learn something new everyday. That kind of

Anyways, new kind of subject. Molly drew a henna tattoo on my ankle at lunch. It's an "ohm" apparently. I like it. It's actually very well done.

On another note, I've actually read an entire biography on Mussolini. Which is pathetic cos all I have to do is a five minute interview. I was working on it after school with Gelly, Diva, G'Brella, and Lirpa. They had sports segments and something on Norman Rockwell on Gelly's side I think. Anyways, we stayed after until around 5:30 and I just sat there and read a book on the fool. Really, but I took some good notes! I also have to do a script for the battle of Normandy and work on the live concert segment and obtaining instruments. I'm playing the drums and we've got a set of drums, two keyboards, and a guitar lined up in the instruments aisle. Also a weird horn, a tambourine and some accordions that we probably won't be using. G'Brella is going on Vocals. I already wrote two commercials but we still have to film them. We're filming the mussolini interview thursday officially and i've still got to write it. And I've got to edit the entire project together with Gelly by Sunday. It has to be around twenty minutes which isn't too bad for about ten sections. I think we had about three weeks to do it so far. Although it's only just started really.

Gelly wrote a really cute song today as well. It was kind of Beatles and Alice in Wonderland-esque but nice none the less. My favourite line was: plastic bottles melting from the eyes of a clown. I don't think she'd kill me if I post that line down. It sticks with you. It doesn't really make any sense, her song, but it's still very nice. Also, it hasn't got a melody, but she insists its a song, but that is Gelly for you.

I think I need to start writing some songs as well. I remember actually writing one about clown once. It was tres interesante.

I also have a tan/sunburn thing going on. It's pretty obvious by the way everyone mentioned it today. I also have to get on with polishing my nails. I haven't even decided the colour but I've taken to beige as its pretty neutral but I might want something out there later.

I just ate a bowl of Cinnamon Toast Crunch. It was horrific. I don't know why but my body doesn't do well with sweet things. They always hurt my stomach and make me feel sick. It's ridiculous how my dad bans me from all sweets when I'm younger then all of a sudden goes "I've decided to only buy sweets so you should now be happy." Really. I don't like this program I'm on.

I have an interesting "focus." Sometimes I get so into things that you can't deter me from it and I just keep doing them, and other times I just can't focus on anything. I need inspiration for anything I do. If I'm disrupted on this task I'm really into, chances are I will never be that into it again. Which is sad really. Which probably explains why I like change so much. There we are. Oh dear, thank goodness. It was only my henna tattoo I rubbed. I thought I'd gotten a scar or something.

I think I really need to start reading something (unrelated to Hit and Miss.) I think my vocabulary skills are waning or at the very least my spelling has been quite affected by the computer. I can't believe I just spelled "tattoo" wrong, for the second time in a row. It's really not all that difficult.

Anyways, this is a gorgeous rendition of part of "Fields Of Gold." Nadine is amazing and I simply love her singing.